Tuesday, June 5, 2012

every little bit counts


Very proud of myself today.

I had a doctors appointment this morning. So my plan was to do my first thing in the morning hike afterwords, but when I was headed to the appointment the weather was blazing. I've been going really hard with my exercise for a week and a half and I'm due for a muscle recovery day. So I decided today would be that day. But a break day for me still means walking. No bumming it on the couch for me. So, I added in 45 minutes of walking on top of what I do around town anyway.

Also, I'm going out to dinner with friends tonight, which means today will also be my indulgence day for the week. But for me, indulgence day means I still have to eat reasonably that day even if I'm not maintaining my usual calorie count. So I planned an even smaller than usual breakfast and lunch. And I stuck to it. EVEN though we went to my favorite cafe for lunch, and I REALLY wanted that waffle, I chose something within my calorie plan in anticipation of a larger than usual dinner tonight.

I rock. Go me. Onward to skinny.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

stats, weight and daily calorie counts

I am replacing my weekly progress report with a daily calorie and exercise count. I think knowing that I will have to post that information every day will be extra motivation. I will also update weekly with the result of my Thursday weigh-in. Check it out in the tab above, or here.

Wish me luck and stay skinny!

Saturday, June 2, 2012

pic of the week: exactly where I want to be and what I want to be doing right now



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me sabotaging me


So, when I weighed myself today my weight went down a little bit, to 146.8, but it's still not as low as it was a couple of weeks ago. Whatever, I'm a big girl, I told myself I wasn't going to get discouraged as long as I was losing. But still, in the back never-quiet corners of my paranoid brain I was thinking “What gives?”

Well, I was diligently doing my food diary and calorie count tonight, and since it was the 31st, I went back and looked at my daily totals for the month. Low and behold, I stuck to my goal only a third of the days.

Suckage. Major suckage.

Granted, most of those other days I was only a one or two hundred calories out of that range, I guess thinking since I was exercising two hours that day it was okay.

Self, isn't that kind of attitude what got you up to 155 pounds in the first place?”
Oh, yeah.”
So, isn't the fact you truly stuck to your goal a third of the days, and still managed to lose about 10 pretty amazing?”
I guess so.”
Doesn't that mean if you stick to that goal more, the weight will come off faster?
Sounds logical.”
And you know that goal is realistic and doable, because you already do it a third of the time AND haven't killed anyone in a hunger rage yet?”
You know, you're right! The only thing I've been doing wrong is letting my old attitude get in the way. I totally CAN do this. I know what works for me. I just need to stick to it! Thanks self.”
No problem... uh, self?”
Yeah?”
Put down that second taco.”
Oh, yeah.”

And so, that's that. I'm a total dope. I was getting down on the universe for my lack of progress, and it turns out it's just me sabotaging me. Typical. But I'm in the know now and this little issue won't slip by unobserved again. I planned my meals for the first day of June well within my calorie limit. I'm also considering posting a daily calorie count as motivation.

Onward to awesome!

Friday, June 1, 2012

motivation: sweat pants

Good reason to lose weight:

So you can wear sweat pants and sandals and look like this:



Not this:



Motivated yet? I just put down my fork... to laugh my ass off without stabbing myself in the eye!

Thursday, May 31, 2012

totally off topic





She is like the definition of hot mess. All this inspires me to do is take a bath outside, and re-watch Fight Club.